Thursday, April 28, 2011

無能為力 ________ 我不喜欢被冷落

又是這個時候
很無助的時候
身邊沒有一個朋友能借肩旁依靠
什麽是朋友 ?
我不懂 為什麽媽咪身邊的朋友都那麽好
可是我身邊一個都沒有

昨天是你糟糕的一天
今天是我糟糕的一天

" 朋友 "
你說了算
我不屬于誰
就代表你不能踏進來麽 ?
不勇敢還是...?

說真的今天我的心情真的很不好

 一大早就被抓遲到 ;
 過後叫個朋友陪我去複印
一個兩個懶惰
很好的借口 <\3 

算 , 我不是小孩子
我可以自己去
結果我自己去了
有什麽大不了 ?

過後問
星期六怎樣 ?
一個兩個給我 " 不知道 " 的答案
以為我真的很想出去麽 ?
我只不過是想 5 月已經很靠近了 

如果沒錯
就快要離開這裏
雖然她們還沒告訴我日期
但是我知道事情會發生得很突然
我不想後悔 ______ =']

如今
我誰都不會再問了
要的話
你們自己約我
我已經很累了 <\3

還有你
別那麽笨好不好
我說不就一定是不麽 ?
你很傷我心
你懂不懂 ?

但是我只能默默的說 沒事啦
你想太多 原因也只是不希望你也一樣和我難過


我很任性
應該體諒下你
你也有你的功課需要做 


我愛假裝
愛假裝很堅強
就算哭了
也不會有人懂
因為我愛假裝沒事發生過
也只不過想給別人覺得我是堅強的
不是脆弱的女生 
就這麽多 !
如果可以就別踩穿我了 ______ <\3

妳不瞭解我
就別逼我做些我不喜歡的事情好不好
以為妳能陪我久一點
以為這樣我心情就能好回
可是妳卻逼我
做些我不喜歡做的事情

P/S : 重複聽了一首歌幾十次
從9點多聽到現在 :) 應該有40多遍了吧
深深愛上這首歌



      
           

2 comments:

  1. TO MY DEAREST SWEETHEART,

    HAPPINESS IS WEN WT U THK, WT U SAY,
    & WT U DO R IN HARMONY!!!

    ANYBODY CAN BECOME ANGRY, DATS EZ;
    BUT 2B ANGRY W DA RITE PERSON,
    & 2DA RITE DEGREE, & AT DA RITE TIME,
    & 4DA RITE PURPOSE, & IN DA RITE WY,
    DATS NT WITHIN EVERYBODY'S POWER, DATS NT EZ,BB.

    IF U CHOOSE 2 4GV & RELEASE DA PAST.
    THN U CAN FOCUS ON WT IS AHEAD OF U...

    DA GREATEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE IS 2FIND
    SOME1 WHO KNOWS ALL UR FLAWS, DIFFERENCES & MISTAKES N YET STILL SEE DA BEST IN U...

    WE MAKE A LIVING BY WT WE GET,
    BUT WE MAKE A LIFE BY WT WE GV.

    LIFE IS 2SHORT 2WAKE UP IN DA MORNING W REGRETS,
    SO LOVE DA PPL WHO TREAT U RITE,
    4GV DA ONES WHO DUN,
    & BELIEVE DAT EVERYTHG HAPPENS 4A REASON.

    D ONLY PPL U ND IN UR LIFE
    R DA ONES DAT ND U IN THEIRS.

    DUN LET SOME1 BECOME A PRIORITY IN UR LIFE,
    WEN U R JUX AN OPTION IN THEIRS...!!!

    SOMETIMES ALL A PERSON NEEDS
    IS A HAND TO HOLD & A HEART TO UNDERSTD.
    SO MUMMY IS W U, NO FEAR!!!

    B W SOME1 WHO KNOWS WT THY HV WEN THY HV U...

    WEN LIFE GV U A HUNDRED REASONS 2CRY,
    SHOW LIFE A THOUSAND REASONS 2SMILE.

    When Life knocks u down on ur knees,
    remember it is da perfect position 2PRAY.

    WEN LIFE PUTS U IN TOUGH SITUATIONS,
    DUN SAY WHY ME? JUZ SAY TRY ME!!!

    GOD grant us da SERENITY 2accept da thgs we cannnot change,
    COURAGE 2change da thgs we can,
    & WISDOM 2know da difference.

    BB, IF I CUD GV U 1THG IN LIFE,
    I WUD GV U DA ABILITY 2SEE URSELF THRU MY EYES,
    ONLY THN WUD U REALIZE HW SPECIAL U R 2MUMMY.
    SOMETIMES, NO MATTER HW MUCH FAITH WE HV,
    WE LOSE PPL. BUT WE NV 4GET THM,
    & SOMETIMES ITS THOSE MEMORIES DAT GV US DA STRENGTH 2GO ON...
    LOVE WITHOUT CONDITION,
    TALK W/O INTENTION,
    GV W/O REASON
    CARE W/O EXPECTATION
    DAT IS DA HEART OF TRUE FRENSHIP.

    4thgs nv come back.
    Da spoken WORDS,
    Da wasted TIME,
    Da past LIFE,
    Da neglected OPPORTUNITY.
    So thk TWICE & ACT wise.

    DEAREST SWEETHEART,
    MUMMY FEEL U DEEPLY,
    NO WORRIES! I'M ALWAYS HERE,
    THOU WE'RE FAR APART, BUT NV OUR HEART...
    LOVE U ENDLESSLY!!!
    GOD BLESS ETERNITY & INFINITY!!!

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  2. DEAREST BABY,

    MAMI WANNA LET U KNOW, U NEVA ALONE, U ALWAYS HV OUR ATTENTION.
    ALL MAMI'S BEST FRENZ LOVE U LIKE THY LOVE MAMI, THY R ALWAYS STANDBY U...
    U JUX HV TO OPEN UR MOUTH, ANYONE OF US WILL ALWAYS B THERE FOR U NO MATTER NEAR OR FAR, OK...
    SO WT MAMI'S ONE, IT'S YOURS, INCLUDING ALL MY BEST FRENZ!!!
    WE ALL LOVE U ENDLESSLY!!!

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