it's over _____ ILY

yeah , it's over
i have put a full stop on it

you have told me i should realise you don love me anymore since earlier

yeah , now i realise

i have been thinking whole night
the diff between before and after

it's totally different

you used to be visiting my blog always
you used to say good night , ILY , sweet dreams to me every night
you used to teach and nag me to study
you used to take care me , and listen what i have been suffer
you used to be chatting with me only other than with others
you used to love me more than now
you used to tam me back when i was angry
and you used to never leaving me alone ..

but since NOV 17th everything changed
you din't find me for 2 months
you din't say ILY to me anymore
you din't talk sweet words to me anymore
you din't care where i went and who i went with
you din't really care me even though i walked to your house under the SUN that i hate most
you din't even dare to say I Love You to me when i asked for
you acting in front me ? showing me you are still loving me
but im not stupid
you din't even gave me a present even on my birthday
i should have early let you go that time , but i told my self , i will give you one more year chance :')

i din hope much , i only hope i receive a gift that you give it by your true heart
i din hope for big dolls to stuck my bed , i din hope for having expensive present like branded ?

i should have been listening to the adults ,
manys are telling me to let go
BUT i just don wanna let go , cause i scare to lose you

and i do do everything my best to change your mind , hope that one day you will come back to me just like last time x)

but i failed , and i will nvr success anymore

maybe u r just a visitor who come to teach from bad to good ? : )

i admit , i did change alot for you
but u changed alot for me too
you are changing bad to worst ( i'm sorry to say that )

but now , i won't continue on the way you taught me
because that's not the real me
i wanna be the real me x)
i wanna live comfortable with my own style
i will do whatever i wants and wont what i dwn to do

thanks for the tutorial you have taught me
i'm stronger than before :) ♥

am here saying Thanks to Edward Chan , sor lou xD thanks for comforting me ytd night : D i appreciate it ♥ 
thanks to all my babes , who are caring me so much x) I Love You All ( mwaks :* )
and the last great Thanks my mummy who are comforting me when she knows what happen until now
hahas , I Love You The Most , Mamiii :)