it's over _____ ILY

yeah , it's over
i have put a full stop on it

you have told me i should realise you don love me anymore since earlier

yeah , now i realise

i have been thinking whole night
the diff between before and after

it's totally different

you used to be visiting my blog always
you used to say good night , ILY , sweet dreams to me every night
you used to teach and nag me to study
you used to take care me , and listen what i have been suffer
you used to be chatting with me only other than with others
you used to love me more than now
you used to tam me back when i was angry
and you used to never leaving me alone ..

but since NOV 17th everything changed
you din't find me for 2 months
you din't say ILY to me anymore
you din't talk sweet words to me anymore
you din't care where i went and who i went with
you din't really care me even though i walked to your house under the SUN that i hate most
you din't even dare to say I Love You to me when i asked for
you acting in front me ? showing me you are still loving me
but im not stupid
you din't even gave me a present even on my birthday
i should have early let you go that time , but i told my self , i will give you one more year chance :')

i din hope much , i only hope i receive a gift that you give it by your true heart
i din hope for big dolls to stuck my bed , i din hope for having expensive present like branded ?

i should have been listening to the adults ,
manys are telling me to let go
BUT i just don wanna let go , cause i scare to lose you

and i do do everything my best to change your mind , hope that one day you will come back to me just like last time x)

but i failed , and i will nvr success anymore

maybe u r just a visitor who come to teach from bad to good ? : )

i admit , i did change alot for you
but u changed alot for me too
you are changing bad to worst ( i'm sorry to say that )

but now , i won't continue on the way you taught me
because that's not the real me
i wanna be the real me x)
i wanna live comfortable with my own style
i will do whatever i wants and wont what i dwn to do

thanks for the tutorial you have taught me
i'm stronger than before :) ♥

am here saying Thanks to Edward Chan , sor lou xD thanks for comforting me ytd night : D i appreciate it ♥ 
thanks to all my babes , who are caring me so much x) I Love You All ( mwaks :* )
and the last great Thanks my mummy who are comforting me when she knows what happen until now
hahas , I Love You The Most , Mamiii :)
              
                

我更新了 :)

说说 , 说说 , 说说

妈咪回去了 

家人离开了 

剩下的还有你 :)

基本上我没有家人留在这里了 

唯一和我最亲的人是姐妹们和你 :D

考试考试考试 ?

没有人叮铃我

快读书 , 快读书 ..

我希望有一个这样的人来叮铃我 

现在我发现他的好 

没有珍惜 , 是好还是坏 ? 

原来被人管也是一件好事 ? 

应该吧 :X

昨天看到了一句很不错的状态

[ 只要在我不爱你之前改 , 都不迟 ]

赞爆 ! ♥♥♥ 

几时几时 ?

我就是不肯把你交给别人 , 所以才坚持到现在 ! 

醒醒 ! 番薯 , 我不能等很久 ` 

因为就快移民 :)

不介意 ? 

不珍惜 ?

哦给 , 不要后悔了

     

     

時間慢慢的過去 _______ 我還在原地等你

時間可以證明一切

時間證明了 , 你愛不愛我

時間證明了 , 你心裡第一位的人不是我

時間證明了 , 你不關心的人不是我

時間證明了 , 時間證明了 ... 你眼裡很重視她 

不知不覺我已經沒有了這個家2個星期多了 

我開始自己生活 

我開始要學會自己保護自己

我並沒有想念你們

只是 .. 自己一個人的時候 , 會回憶一下你們教過我的東西

Baby Boy , 我想念你 x)

想念你天天叫我表姐的時候我不睬你 

想念你天天說 " 我要坐表姐的腳 "

你長大了要乖乖 :)

別再惹婆婆他們生氣了 

如果她生日前一天的12點晚上了 , 你是不是會記得今天是她的生日 ? 

哪我的呢 ? 

你教會我如何重視你 

你卻沒教會我 , 如何能放你自由一點 

你教會我要把你放在第一位

你卻沒教會我 , 什麽時候該放你在第一位 

你教會我吃醋 ; 你教會我 , 凡是都能忍 

對麼 ?

我很懷念以前的我們 

真的 ♥

你知道嗎 , 我有一個私人的地方 , 寫滿了我們的秘密 :)

星期日 , 我希望你記得那天是什麽日子 ♥

不記得也沒關係 , 因為我沒想到你會記得 :')
    
   

26.02.11 - 07.02.11 [ 其实时间不长 , 但是事情却发生了很多 ]

话不想多说
说说心情就好
先说声对不起
其实我最近真的很没心情 :')

学校被证实 怀疑学校是H1N1的学校
据说Eliz也是中这个病而死的
家里事情多了一件又一件
如今的我
我不知道还会不会有得回头
我失去了4位亲人

但是我明白了很多东西
人是会变
人是会死性不改

真的要这样么 ?

这样的结果到底是好还是坏
我看到了你们最恨毒的一面
是我16年来没看过的

很累
不想再去想

我没有必要烦这些
想起你们的好
想起你们的坏

可是我万万想不到你可以冤枉我冤枉的那么爽

事情应该告一段落
或许以妈咪所说
放个句号是最好的 :')